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Name: brittney
Gender: Female
Interests: good acoustic guitar that makes me think brings me to tears, and fast beats make me cringe my neck clench my fist and tap every joint i have.. i love love love anything that i can understand without words. like a picture or a place. the the feeling of anticipation whenya feel like all your insides are jamming against yourskin and screaming screaming screaming to get out. summmmm summm summer nights. my hair gets curly when i'm sad, i prefer to start magazines on the last page and i full-heartidly believe everything tastes better through a straw.
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AIM:  came with smiles
Member Since:
3/22/2006
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| i'm not upset, i'm not cying, i'm not angry, a little tired, a little dissapointed, and a little hurt.
but you know what, people move on. new start, new summer, new people, new things.
i'm excited.
you know what i am upset about though?
the way males seem to treart females. i'm not hurt i'm disgusted. how can you tell someone you "Love"
to leave? how can you call them fat and worthless in the same house your children are in? i'm not trying to
pitty myself. believe me i'm not. i just really hope that some guy from some part of the world will see this and
think something of it. how can you live with yourself? how can you ignore your girlfriend in front of everyone? how can you sit there and let everyone watch her and wonder why she puts up with it? while she's sitting there trying to hold it together trying to be strong SHE'S HURT. is she not good enough anymore? are you bored? how about just hanging out with other girls one on one? oh she'sust jealous. MAYBE SHE HAS A REASON TO BE? maybe when you tell her you love her she hold onto that.. maybe she thinks of you during a hard time and sudenly feels better. she cares. i'm sure she would do things foryou that you never even imagined. you're the one she's thinking of, and when you say she's JEALOUS it's a serious smack in the face. YOU ALL DISGUST ME. all of you. maybe there are a few out there that really know how to be okay, but i've seen maybe one. even my friends are jerks. i do not want to date. no i am not a lesbian. i justwould rather have self respect THANK YOU. straighten yourself out. you are not better than anyone else on thisplanet you do not have the right to treat anyone the way you treat your girlfriend/wife/sister/mother/aunt/grandma/cousin/friend. you don't. think about that. i'm seriously disgusted.
p.s i'm trying to upload more videos. | | |
| sorry i haven't been updating, there's so much to say. summer is finally here. pretty nice not having to stress. work sucks. vacation soon soon soon! it's gonna be awesome. basically chilling with ant and mike a lot. hung out with mary megan kevin ant and meg in red bank sweet stuff. it rained my flip flop broke it was bad. uhm, emotionally drained. still really tired all the time and there's definitely something up with my wrist. almost lost my camera today at holmdel park with phil strat kayla and mick. it was upsetting, but it's back..and i'm planning on making this a video blog as soon as i get everything up on youtube. soon enough | | |
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[ NOW ]
Current mood: sad and disappointed
Current music: charmed school
Current taste: glazed walnuts
Current hair: wet and curly
Current clothes: basketball shorts war is for plastic shirt
Current annoyance: my eyes itching
Current smell: nothing, soap
Current thing I should be doing: studying
Current windows open: adium messenger, safari
Current desktop picture: the castle at the beach
Current favorite band: idk, i have too many
Current book: reading 1984 and Lovely Bones
Current cd in stereo: Versions
Current crush: heheheh
Current favorite celeb: idc, they're no different then we are.
[ DO YOU.. ]
Smoke?: gross.
Do drugs?: gross.
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: ugh, yes.
Remember your first love?: yes.
Still love him/her?: :(
Read the newspaper?: not really.
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: i think so.
Believe in miracles?: yes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: no.
Consider love a mistake?: yes
Like the taste of alcohol?: no.
Have a favorite candy?: chocolate
Believe in astrology?: i like the stars, but so do a lot of people.
Believe in magic?: not at all.
Believe in god?: yes.
Have any pets: sunny.
Go to or plan to go to college: yes
Have any piercings?: too many
Have any tattoos?: not yet
Hate yourself:hahah most overused phrase.
Have an obsession?: i obsess over a lot of things lol.
Have a secret crush?: lol i think a lot of guys are cute.
Have a best friend?: yessir 2.
Wish on stars?: yes.
[ LOVE LIFE ]
Ever been in love?: yes.
When did you lose your virginity?: still got the v-card, and proud.
Do you believe in love at first sight?:eh,
Do you believe in "the one?": me and steph had this conversation, and she got mad at me 'cause i said love is temporary hahah.
Describe your ideal significant other: tolerable of me, communicates, 100%faithful.
[ETC]
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?:
Have you ever been intoxicated?:
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": no.
Are you a tease?:
Shy to make the first move?: yeah.
[ APPEARANCE ]
Hair: blonde, blue, pink
Eyes:blue
Height: 5'6
[ LAST THING.. ]
Bought: icecream
Ate & Drank: glazed walnuts, water
Read: ^
Watched on TV: charm school
[ EITHER OR.. ]
beer or cider: cider
drinks or shots: niether
cats or dogs: dogs.
single or taken: single
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mitten: gloves
food or candy: candy
cassette or cd: cd
coke or pepsi: pepsi.
[ WHO DO YOU WANT TO.. ]
kill: fasflk;l i'm good.
get really wasted with:
look like: my mom
avoid: him.
[ LAST PERSON YOU.. ]
saw: momma
talked to on the phone: phil
hugged: ant or mike?
instant messaged: steven
[ HAVE YOU EVER.. ]
Drank alcohol?: yes
Done drugs?: no
Broken the law?: yes
Run away from home?: yes
Broken a bone?: yes
Played Truth Or Dare?: yes
Kissed someone you didn't know?: no
Been in a fight?: joking
Come close to dying?: getting hit by a car?
[ WHAT IS.. ]
Your bedroom like?: small
Your favorite thing for breakfast?: rasin bread
Your favorite restaurant?: the shiki or the turning point
What's on your bedside table?: lap top
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: usually i don't find anything appealing
What is your biggest fear?: getting hurt
Describe your bed: a mess.
Spontaneous or plain: spontaneous
Do you know how to play poker?: i forget lol
What do you carry with you at all times: phone
What do you miss most about being little? being oblvious
Are you happy with your given name? naw
What color is your bedroom? blue
Have you ever been in a play? yea
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? they make laugh lol
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? sometimes | | |
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but i never really want to get married hahah, seriously though | | |
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